8.29.2003

Conversations with Jessie...

....Jessie enters the house and I noticed that once again, she is wearing one of my shirts.

Jessie: "Hi. Nice shirt."(sarcasticaly)
Heather:"Hi...wait....what?"
Jessie:"Oh, I was just saying what you were about to say to me."

Cute Jess, real cute.

8.26.2003

I have to admit that I like the feeling I get when I am recieving applause. I have been sining in choirs and/or solo for the past 8 years or so and I have yet to get tired of the sound of a happy and appreciative audience at the end of a performance. Now that I have graduated and gotten a real job, I am no longer singing in a choir. Sure, I sing at church on the Sundays that I am around and sometimes the congregation with clap for me at the end of mass, but it is a rarity. I mean, church really is not supposed to be a show. Latley I have been thinking...will I ever find myself on stage in a choir or soo performance again? At this point I don't know. Will I ever get that rush again?

Today I did. Granted it was not a performance hall, it was my classroom. And it was not an audience of hundreds, rather a handful of three and four-year-olds. But today, they gave me the best round of applause I have ever been given. During circle time, I brought out my special book that was given to me by my darling nephews, "I don't want to live on the moon." (the popular sesame street hit, performed by Ernie). After sining the song, the sound of all 12 sets of hands erupted into applause that was totally child initiated!! They really liked me! After the clapping died down one little boy said "Teacher Heather, you are so pretty when you sing for us." I had to hold back a tear or two.

8.17.2003

Can I have the veggie burger...with ham please?

Email from Jessie: recived 8/15/03

Subject: guess what I did

(my first thought..."oh my god! She got a tattoo!")

Nope, not exactly....

" I ATE HAM!!! ahhhhhhh! oh so good! ooooooohhhhhhhhyea"
j

A rather interesting form of vegitarianism.

In other news...

The latest name I was called at school instead of "Teacher Heather" was "Teacher Venus." Kinda sexy huh!


8.11.2003

Who again?

So I started my job and I am really enjoying it; I have no huge complaints to date. Well, I have one I guess. They can't remember my name. All the kids except for a handful, only call me "Teacher" or "Hey Teacher." Now, I am not going to get into now, but I alrady have my issues with the title of "Teacher (fill in the blank)" and I find it must more appropriate and respectful to be refered to as "Miss (fill in the blank). However, my kids do not fill in the blank and as previously stated, I am left simply nameless. So I have been trying to teach them by asking "Teacher who? What is my name?" or "My name is not Hey, it is Heather, Teacher Heather." That is when I get the variations of my name. For example, one little girl call me "Teacher Feather." Then there is the ever popular "Teacher Hedder." (That "th" sound is a real bitch). And probably my least favorite of them all "Teacher Heifer" (thanks a lot kid).

So finally today, after 15 children came up to me screaming "Hey Teacher! Hey Teacher!" I said, "That is not my name. Who here can tell me what my name is?" And one proud little girls yelled "I know! I know! Teacher Lily!" Come to find out "Teacher Lily" was there subsitute teacher for one week several months ago! What the hell? But I am trying to keep it positive; at least it is a name not another synonym for a cow.

8.05.2003

Our Lady Thatcher

My sister Jessie, Me and Maggie June 1990. More photos here.

I remember the way she smelled
When we first brought her home.
She smelled like a dog,
But it was a good smell.
It was that distinct puppy smell.

She had this run that we called
a "Maggie run." What made her do it?
Who knows...but I think she can finally do them again.
I think she was ready to do them again.

She didn't bark, she didn't bite.
She only loved us.
And everyone who knew her loved her too.
"Can I just have a dog like Maggie?"
people would ask.

She will always be remembered.
She will always be loved.
She will always live within us.
And, when it is our time,
She will come when we call.

Maggie
April 17, 1990 to August 4, 2003


Happily doing Maggie runs in heaven.